ideas ideas.

I never realized it until a couple months ago actually, but my mind is always racing.  Not necessarily stressing, but thoughts and ideas and creations and adventures are continuously running through my head.  I realize that there is so much design and creation that I want to do and I think about all these things, but I really get overwhelmed.  I feel like I follow through pretty well with things I want to create, but there is so much going on inside that old noggin of mine that sometimes I just can't focus in.  I have various amounts of cutsie notebooks and binders that I fill quotes, lyrics, ideas, to do lists, websites, blogs, recipes, inspirations, and anything that catches my attention and tells me never to forget.

Right now, I'm going over and over in my head about my next adventure that I am direly in need of.  I'm living at home, I've graduated school, I'm meeting new people and I am in a need-for-adventure stage that I thought would be filled with my plans to move out of the house this wk and in with some lovely friends I have recently met...buut soon crushed when the realities of my need to save money and pay back student loans came to head.  My sweety pie little father sat me down in the conference room at the office, sort of for real, and sort of as a joke, and we chatted about finances and money for about an hr.  He said he'd been wanting to have the money talk with me ever since I graduated and now was our chance.  I listened and learned but ultimately was sad and stressed at the end when I came to the realization that it was truly not smart or good timing to move out and start paying rent again.  I'm still meddling with the thoughts of moving out and I really want that added social aspect in my life..buuut maybe I'm growing up after graduated and realizing that ultimately I will be able to to do much more with the money I've saved than pouring rent into a temporary home.

Sooo, with all that said, my mind fluttered with ideas again today of how I could have an adventure or change or some extra fulfillment in my life....my mind wandered and pinpointed, landed on, accepted fully, and determined that I wanted a photography studio.  Not something big and expensive, extreme and costly, but something simple, small, and all mine.  Somewhere where I could have dark wood floors or even cement industrial ground and a roller concotion that would allow for different wallpapers and background to be displayed in various shoots.  Somewhere where I could go and just have myself a ball shooting products and portraits, listening to my music on my ipod deck, and dreaming of the design that I ultimately would love to have for a permanent studio.  Even typing this I am roused with such anticipation and impatient plans of immediacy!

Alright, that's all the ideas for now...I hope this really happens. and if it does, I would love to shoot any and all of you interested in some beautiful portraits of any kind!  Alright...I'm trying not to work for free anymore, so I guess that was more of an advertisement instead of an invitation like I usually give.

Until the building begins...xoxo

oh and every post must include a picture. my rule. heres to all the details that truly matter in our lives....